These last days I felt as if I’d been swallowed by the things I had to do. At some point, after days trying to swim my way to the other side of the river, I felt it was just too much. The current too strong for me to keep going.
During the weekend, I began thinking that maybe I just took on too much responsibility.
I woke up with all these thoughts in my head, already worried about the things I have to do.
As I always do, I did my wake up exercises, and then I sat down for my morning meditation. I picked a BeTheChange card to spark my reflections and voilá.
“If you have a source of trust, you can take on more responsibility.”
Really? The universe must have a weird sense of humour. Or maybe there is a message for me in here.
And slowly a little thought crawls its way through my tiredness and my worries.
I’ve been so focused on the things I have to deliver that I lost the connection with my source of trust.
And at some point, the things that I wanted to do became the things that I have to do. Excitement grew into pressure and stress.
So, that’s my challenge for today.
To reconnect with my source of trust.